For the first time in a really long time I am okay. I went to yet another appointment last Friday. I was somewhere between ‘dreading it’ and ‘hopeful’. I left actually feeling okay about it all, which is a first.… Continue Reading
The last few weeks I’ve felt okay- a lot better than usual. I still didn’t feel 100% better, but a little better is enough for me. I stopped myself, and reflected on how I hadn’t had a bad episode in… Continue Reading
Two years ago today, I started this blog. I started it out of place of anger. I started it as a girl that couldn’t see a future. A girl whose relationship with God was barely there. A girl who wore… Continue Reading
It’s not the outcome I wanted. I wanted to walk in those hospital doors with a misbehaving Herald (my heart is such a big part of my life, he deserved a name, right?! LOL), and walk out with a well-behaved… Continue Reading
For the past two and a half years I’ve dealt with a rapidly beating heart. People assume it’s no big deal, but having your heart beating out of your chest randomly, isn’t fun, and honestly besides being annoying, it can… Continue Reading
I used to care so much about dating. Everyone around me was in a relationship, and I felt like I was the one left out. I mean, the majority of my friends are dating, engaged, or married- yet, I’m sitting… Continue Reading
I try my hardest to stay positive. I try my hardest to believe that everything will be okay. But I will admit, there are days I don’t see a getting better in my future. I had another doctors appointment today.… Continue Reading
I trust you, but- I have been finding myself lately saying those words. I trust God, I do. But some days it’s hard. Some days I find myself saying- I trust you, but I am scared.
I will say it, I am proud I made it this far! Junior year of college is over! Lately I have felt worse with my lovely little heart. There were times I didn’t think I’d finish the semester if I’m… Continue Reading
I understand completely what you’re feeling. Having anxiety alone is exhausting, but trying to act like you’re fine adds another load to your shoulders. Now add being a Christian, it adds another layer to the mix.